“Keep me fully glad…”
- by Rabindranath Tagore -
Keep me fully glad with nothing. Only take my hand in your hand.
In the gloom of the deepening night take up my heart and play with it as you list. Bind me close to you with nothing.
I will spread myself out at your feet and lie still. Under this clouded sky I will meet silence with silence. I will become one with the night clasping the earth in my breast.
Make my life glad with nothing.
The rains sweep the sky from end to end. Jasmines in the wet untamable wind revel in their own perfume. The cloud-hidden stars thrill in secret. Let me fill to the full my heart with nothing but my own depth of joy.
The senses. I revel in them throughout my days. . . no matter where my physical body finds itself, there is always something beautiful to fall a bit in love with. I have never, ever appreciated the term ‘ugly’ as I believe that truly nothing is. There may be certain places or scents or sights that are less pleasing than others. . . or that create a feeling of discomfort and make me seek out something to counteract that unease. . . but really everything is truly beautiful at the core.
At a class last night on transforming negative energy. . . a core Buddhist teaching was brought to our attention- that the antidote to fear is beauty. And I realized how very true that is in my own life, when things are not quite right, or there is an element of unrest or fear. . . I look to all my senses to provide beauty of every kind.
I think scent is my favourite. . . as I’ve delved into a bit here and as people have pointed out- I seem to have a very strong connection to the smells of the world and a very intense appreciation for most of them. They are linked to joy, love, nostalgia and promise. I adore words, and thoughts and even whole books on the olfactory pieces of the world.
Especially descriptive words. . .
“U.S. wine critic Robert Parker, who in the 1970s invented the now-ubiquitous 100-point scale for rating wine. For decades, Parker’s approval and florid descriptions (“sumptuous aromas of lead pencil shavings, crème de cassis, incense, black tea, flowers, and sweet cherries”). . .”

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July 9, 2008 at 9:42 am
Kelly Nadeau
Jenny,
I really enjoy reading your writing-it seems to flow from you easily and with such grace. The things that you write about always bring me a sense of peace and intrige me to think in another dimension. You are an amazing woman.
Much love and see you soon,
Cousin Kelly
July 9, 2008 at 3:52 pm
wyldegirl
you are too sweet. . . well not too sweet actually, just sweet enough
and i can’t wait to see you and maybe adventure around the coast!
xo
July 15, 2008 at 3:20 am
debbie
Hey Jenny
Where are you going< saw you were leaving san fran.. let me in on the secret!
deb
July 17, 2008 at 4:41 pm
wyldegirl
i’m back east. . . flew in over cobalt blue surf crashing around lighthouses and islands. . . spent next day at my favourite beach smelling seaweed and being fully glad and abundant- now on to all the projects and happy energetic digging in the garden, etc. . . .
i had a wonderful time in the east bay. . . and can’t wait to return though!
xo